Not Naked

I have just polished off a bag of Bear Naked granola Original. How disappointing. I should know better than to buy granola that claims to be granola by name AND appearance. (Trader Joe’s pumpkin granola does not look like granola, therefore, it is acceptable to buy, try, whatever.) Having made granola for so long, I have high standards. But that was below my lowest of low standards. As I looked over the package and ingredients, as if looking at the ingredients in the store wasn’t enough, I shook my head. Crisped this, that, and the other. Soy protein isolate. What are you on crack? What else . . . canola oil, fine, fine, we used to use that. The cranberries’ ingredients: cranberries, sugar, and glycerin. Glycerin . . . that makes me think of explosions. Big explosions. Maybe that’s nitroglycerin. And then it makes me think of homemade snow globes. I don’t know where I get these ideas.

Back to Butt Naked. Erm, Bear Naked. A serving size is a quarter cup.

You’re shittin’ me, right?

You know, I’ve never actually understood that expression, but no, I’m not “shitting you.”

Who eats a quarter cup of granola? Maybe if you’re sprinkling it over ice cream . . . As I continued to peruse the package that seemed less than recyclable, I saw that at least they made an effort to encourage customers to send it back, as they have a proud partnership with TerraCycle. Cool. As if anyone does that. Maybe recyclable containers? Living with people for whom recycling is like pulling ticks, I think we need to keep it simple. Oh, they call it natural too. Isn’t that cute? If Prop I can’t remember which passes, no more of that garbage. I seriously hope not to see that tramp-stamp reading “natural” on items that may or may not classify as food (The other classification: consumable compound).

I’ve gotten off topic. I’m washing away the taste with my organic, two percent milk. (Yes, when I drink milk, I drink two percent. Bite me.) Ah, yes; as I looked over the package, I found its home: La Jolla. Oh. That explains a lot. “Granola” that is “natural” and hip (it is a protein boost!) and healthy (and that protein comes from soy! and since vegetarians consume soy, it must be magical!) and born in southern California. In LA JOLLA. Southern California is an okay place, there are some great features, such as my sister, however, La Jolla has no business making granola or pretending to know anything about it. Even if the founder attended UCSC or Humboldt State, her/his brain and mode of being has surely been polluted by the confusion of that place. Or, La Jolla has sent the original butt naked granola down the drain, thus providing customers with a sorry product that is only bear naked.  

A Role Model

The Creative non-fiction class is taught by a snarky introvert who is one of my favorite professors at Calvin. She sent us a link for our reading pleasure as she finished grading our reviews, writing You might also derive perverse pleasure from my previous two posts. One is about Hazlitt, and the one before that about college admissions literature. And I thought she was hilarious and clever in person. The link sends you to Get Off My Lawn, Thou Knave. If you press her name, Debra Rienstra, just under the title, it will take you to her other articles. The most recent is her review on Introvert, Be Free! and the one following her article on Hazlitt (follow the link . . .) is what she has titled "Cruise Ship College." Enjoy!!

A Wordy Modge-Podge

And on the seventh day, she showered. No. Lie. On the seventh day she rested. On the eighth day she showered. Ahhhh. Waita be green. And lazy. And gross. But it was green when I took the shower (no, not what came off my body and out of my hair); it was one of those on/off showers—wet the legs, water off, shave, rinse the razor, water off, shave, etc., wet down hair, water off, shampoo, rinse, water off, conditioner and soap up, rinse, y finito! So no one wants to know my sanitation—ha, ha, rather, lack-there-of—habits. But no one said reading this is an obligation.

It’s probably not of any interest, either, that I have had a drug change. This means I could be loopy, but who knows, not I. It was a week ago, and if I could read minds, I’d let you know what has been going through mine lately, but, alas, I cannot. “Alas.” Ha, again. (It’s great, finding oneself so humorous.) “Thankfully” would be more accurate a word-choice. This also means that I have an abundance of drugs in quantities no longer relevant to my current habits: time to start a pharmacy.

Professors provide even better laughter: marfs. Huh? Our psychology professor, who I wish I had on tape, was talking about gender and its influences from society, particularly how, in this country, the difference in dress is no longer so stark. Looking at us, we all looked quite similar. (Not ‘cause of all the white-Dutchies.) “Well, the main difference is the scarf’s but men are starting to wear them too, they already do in Europe, marphs.” (If you don’t get it . . . stinks. Okay, okay, fine: man + scarf = marf)

This is the only reason I pick up the school newspaper (besides using it as grace for oops moments when I paint): the “Professors say the darndest things” section.

            “I just compared Mark Twain to Sarah Palin. What blasphemy.”

–Prof. Fondse (Darn good thing you admitted it, too.)

There has not been much material for this blog lately; although, I have been writing quite a bit. Perhaps I should just stick whatever, whenever I write up for perusal. And, no, that was not an intentional Shakira reference.

And now some words from Melody Beattie, who has formed them well in her book The Language of Letting Go:

“The process of adapting to change and loss takes energy. Grief is draining, sometimes exhausting. Some people need to “cocoon for transformation,” in Pat Carnes’s words, while going through grief.

We may feel more tired than usual. Our ability to function well in other areas of our life may be reduced, temporarily. We may want to hide out in the safety of our bedroom.

Grief is heavy. It can wear us down.

It’s okay to be gentle with ourselves when we’re going through change and grief . . . we can be compassionate with ourselves. We do not have to expect more from ourselves than we can deliver during this time. We do not even have to expect as much from ourselves as we would normally and reasonably expect.

We may need more rest, more sleep, more comfort. We may be more needy and have less to give. It is okay to accept ourselves, and our changed needs, during times of grief, stress, and change.

It is okay to allow ourselves to cocoon during times of transformation. We can surrender to the process, and trust that anew, exciting energy is being created within us.

Before long, we will take wings and fly.

Peace out, folks.

WUI

I’ve come up with a new acronym. We’ve got DUI, which can refer to quite a number of “influences.” But what about writing? WUI. (Or should it be said “Triple-UI?” Because “Double U, U, I” is hard to say . . . anyway.) Writing Under the Influence. It’ll be stamped to all books written with unnatural substances in the author’s body—the way they’ve stamped doper across Lance Armstrong. Great idea, right? People will get back into reading because it will involve scandal and drama. Until the doping deal went down, no one gave a rat’s ass about cycling, except for Lance, his record number of wins in a row, and I’m sure the French cared. And us goofy bike lovers. Moreover, the authors—who, as Donald Miller says, “get paid a dollar”—would be getting their book covers on cereal boxes. Sponsored. “I got Cornelius here, how bout you??” “I got the NRA. And rooster for dinner sounds fiiine.” Author trash talk. It’d be classy. But what about folks like me?? If I’m not under the influence, it becomes very clear why I have a seat reserved for me in hell. The drugs just make me capable of being semi-pleasant and present while I’m on earth. Would a WUI be awarded, er, would my writing be condoned with a WUI for my use of mind-altering drugs?? Or would WUIs be stamped on the books of those who should be on drugs but have failed to take them and therefore have written without them? Not taking them is a trip. That’s a sticky issue. If so, this paper has been condoned.

                                                      WUI